2018-04-20

as i had decided to learn English once again
i decided to listen English in almost the time.
By the way i am a Korean language student so i cannot just leave Korean alone
i still need to spend some time to revise and preview it,



i had to admit i seem angry at everyone i meet now.
i knew it is bad but i could not do anything to fix it.
i feel terrible from the bottom of my heart.
i feel like crying at most of the time
and even though i am not crying but i blame myself so hard.
i feel i don't want to look at other person's life.
yeah i mean my friend? yeah.
and i just need to be quiet i need some space
and i don wanna to talk to anyone my depression again,
i grieved , depressed , feel heartbreaking
and this is my life. with them i can go on.
and cannot go on also.
i don't know exactly.
but just i leave myself alone at all the way.
i made up my mind,




alone. feel lonely , sad , regret.